its been a while.

i forgot i could post on here with out some people knowing what i write, its very good.

facebook.come has most of my songs.

i will use this as my rant thing for now on about life, my ex, and her lies. and most important God.

St. Patricks day and the problem i have with it

Someone tell me how on a day about a saint, means are to get drunk. i never understood this EVER.

St. Patrick apperently drove the snakes out of Irland, so that means what? EVERYONE LETS GET DRUNK. me i dont drink that often, i did not drink last night . nor will i ever drink on what ever day of the month st. patricks day is on every year.

I just find it amazing how the non christian world just amps everyone up for it, like its never coming back.

rant over...... for now

how you know your in love

As of late i have been thinking what is love, and how do you know your in love. ya i know its lame but just deal with it for a while.


1- when you think of them all the time,
2- when you call them up just to hear there voice
3- when you wonder what they are doing that same moment you are
4- you are happyer when you talk to them then when you aren't
5- they understand you, and they dont mind the little weird things that you do.
6- they have the same or similar scents of humor and you can laugh at anything
7- you know what they are thinking with out them saying anything.
8- You WANT to spend time with them

thats what i've been thinking about, perhaps i am in love , who knows lets just see where it goes before we get too crazy

Valentines day

Well thank God this day comes on ly but once a year, when the big card companys whore there cards to make the weak minded suckers buy crap that will just be thrown out with in a week.

for me why show the person you love 1 day a year when you have the WHOLE year. i used to buy cards for people back when i was younger, then as i grew up, i realized how much of a sham it is.


i just rather how the one i love how i love them everyday NOT JUST ONCE A YEAR.

happy ANTI valentine's day.

MY NON new years resolutions

Around this time of year people TRY and make new years resolutions and the next day week month , or even hour they break them.

Me i could care less about making them. so in a lame attempt at bucking the trends, i plan on making 1 yes ONE and that is to grow closer to God. not a easy thing to do, but i know with God EVERYTHING is possible. In 2006 ONLY threw God could i have goten over the rage and bitternes of my old roomate and living there, a few other things. i know with out God i would not be the same and would most likley be worse then i am now.


YAYA for God.

The Joys of freedom of speech.

What i love about Canada , we can say pretty much ANYTHING WE WANT. we can talk about our faith in the open, we could talk about other people , we can even say raceism slurs if we so choose.

Thats whats so great about blogs, they are MY POINT OF VIEW. if you dont like them, dont read them. i had one person tell to remove one of my blogs, i told this person its my point of view, i might be wrong i might be right, but its from my point of view.

If we did not have the freedom of speech, it would be ALOT like 1984 and the thought police , where if you think outside what THEY want you to think, then they hunt you down and basicly force you to think THE WAY THEY WANT. its a VERY awsome book, and a VERY awsome movie.

Sure you will have people that will tell you, you can't say that or think that. thats not right, I say to them, go read the freedom of speech act, that and i have the RIGHT to say and think what ever i feel like to say.

6yrs ago i would say ALOT more then i do now, now God has mellowed me out a bit, which is a good thing. now i THINK more about what i want to say.

Also Political Correctness is a sickness. so people keep FAR AWAY FROM PC THUGS.

the Awsome power that God has

For the past year or so, i have been struggling to get over my last roommate Joe , (if your in my group of friends you will know who i'm talking about ) and the rage and bitterness i felt living with him for only 5 months, for over a year i wished nothing but pain on him, i would say and do things to him, i said to a friend of mine that he knows as well, for chirstmas i think i will give Joe a bar of soap and tell him to use it.

But as i was listing to a Dr. Michael Brown tape called the Jesus Revolution, at the end of the tape there was a alter call at Tehillah, www.tehillahtoronto.ca, and he is saying if you have pain, or something on your heart that you want taken, just give it to God, he can handle it,

i heard in my head , a voice, like the rage you feel for Joe, there are times i hear Gods voice, i know its Gods voice and NOT my own when its clear, and not a odd sounding voice. i was sweeping a apt at my work, i was alone, i said God you can have this pain and bitterness, forgive me for those feelings toward Joe, help me help him get to know you, help me love him as you love me, you can have these feelings, they are doing nothing for me. and just like that the rage and bitterness was GONE.

It felt so great, the day dreams of wanting to beat him down are gone, (those were EVERYDAY ) now i dont feel the rage, now i really do want to help him, it will be hard , but doing something for God is harldy ever easy. more so when the person you are trying to help doest want to follow God in anyway shape or form.

But i know threw God it is possible. ALL things are