Interesting thoughts by The Chad

Christmas the ups and downs

2011-12-05T08:05:00.001-08:00

Ok people its CHRISTMAS time again , not Holiday time, or any other PC BS name for it, since well i only celebrate Christmas. ..... anyways, around this time , Oct 5, 2007, my mom died suddenly, and well Christmas that year was shit, and has been since, but the pain has not been as raw this time around ,due to well i stopped expecting my mother to come in the door every time it opens when i am in Cobourg visiting family, or her voice when my cell phone rings. it has finally more or less hit me in the face, well a while ago it did , say the 2nd Christmas.

But i did call my sister or my aunt the 1st time it snowed since i would call my mother every time it snowed since i have lived on my own since college in 2000. as my Pastor Frank said this past sunday at Church, do something that makes YOU happy and not others but only you to ease the pain of a loved one's dead and remembering it over Christmas, like lighting a candle at their place at dinner, ( just dont knock it over when your fighting over something stupid that someone said ). what i have done is i write songs , or poetry, paint. or just talk about it. which help.

i dont know how others deal with it, i know some rather drug and drink them selves in a stoopper to "ease the pain" but when you wake up from said event the pain and memory are still there. and well its kinda lazy way out of it. The Grief share group helped me alot dealing with the pain and loss.

and Remember the REAL meaning of Christmas is about the birth of our (most of us) Savior Jesus. not about who made the best blank or who is better then who, or just bc they work for the government that gives them the right to treat the rest of the family like they are scum bc well that BS, i had to deal with that crap with some relatives, so if YOU also have family like that, best to avoid them all together, and spend time with family and friends that you DO like and that you DO enjoy being around and love to talk to.

if your finding it hard to get in to this Christmas spirit , well watch some CHRISTMAS movies, like National Lampoon's Christmas Vacation, or The Muppet's Christmas Carol. or even help in a soup Kitchen, something. just don't go nuts and have super crazy idea's for Christmas will be awesome, just have fun damn it! don't be all whinny and emo because its cold ( its still pretty warm here in Ontario ) outside and there STILL is no snow on the ground or you didnt get what you really wanted for Christmas. just enjoy it, b\c well it could never happen again. and remember AGAIN just have fun, b\c well in the end no one gets out alive .........

NO ONE! ....... ok .....

SOME get out alive..........

but not all........

my mom's 60th birthday and 4yrs after her passing

2011-09-26T17:47:00.000-07:00

Oct 3rd would have been my mom's 60th birthday, 4yrs ago on the 5th of Oct, she passed, alot has changed in everyone's lives that she touched, i was a childish "man" always joking and being silly. i am now less silly and less childish man due to having to realize i needed to grow up and deal with her passing in my own way.

now i hug my nieces tighter and longer when ever i see them, one of them even said your hugs hurt me sometimes, i said to abner, i hug you tight bc it hurts so much how much i love you and your sister.

some days all i see is my mom's face and others i forget what she even looks like. or even the sent of her perfume is all i can smell some days as well. same as her voice.

Harold Camping and the non end of the world

2011-05-27T15:09:00.001-07:00

the world did not end on may 21st 2011 at 6pm like Harold camping said, if it did it would have wrecked a very good BBQ that my friend Greg was cooking for me and his roommate Vinnie, i was down in London visiting him and others.

Doomsdays profits are nothing new, they have been around since the days of Christ, and sadly will always be around. As it says in the bible only the father knows when he is coming back. and well the father is not telling anyone any time soon.

As Christians we are a very wide and different kind a bunch, how we praise and worship the Lord is just as different as the sands on a beach. its very dangerous how people are so willing to follow what this Harold Camping is\was saying, people who make clams in knowing what Christ thinks and what the bible really means for the most part are putting their own agenda in the way, not Christs. as Jesus has said those that know my voice will follow me.

i for one do not follow what these so called profits say, bc it does not make sense. ah the power of the internet.

Smallville Series Finally May 13th 2011

2011-05-13T19:13:00.000-07:00

Ok so Smallville has been on for 10yrs, 2001-2011, have been watching it without fail for that time, infact saying that i missed a whole year of bible study's when it was on thursday nights, when it was on a break i would go to bible study, Katie asked your here tonight, i said ya Smallville was on repeats tonight, she said so is smallville more important then learning about God, i said no not really. but i do enjoy watching the show.

Anyways, so nights last ep of Smallville, was 2hrs , i felt at the end cheated bc of the final battle with Apocalypse was so short. The build up they gave didn't pay out.

The entire "battle" was over in about two throws where there was enough time for some cave flashback scene. they did so many flash backs with the other characters, Lex's flash back sure seemed to go on too long. along with the other talking and other things. if anything should have been a 3 hr ep

yes i know its tv and the CGI and special FX are limited , but they have done so much on this show, only to some what rip off the fans with a cheesy flying shot of him like in superman returns and that whole flying the planet in to outer space.

but they did tease us with an upper body shot of him flying in space. looked good, at the very end it skips back to 7yrs later and Perry White is in charge of the Daily Planet , and Lex is running for president. and Chloe is reading a book to her son about Clark's adventures. would be nice if they continue with superman type of show soon, like batman or green arrow or something.

my rant over for now

May 2, 2011 The Canadian Election

2011-05-02T13:33:00.000-07:00

ok so today is the day we vote for a new Prime Minster of Canada, i voted earlier , for the NDP party, but my political views are more socialistic, Canada is pretty much a Socialist country, universal health care, welfair , help for the blind and homeless. your telling me thats not at least on paper Socialist at all?

there is no way the Green party of Canada would EVER win the election due to their platform which is pretty much shut down anything that pollutes, get rid of the military , ya good luck with that.

as my mom said often, for you woman go out there and vote, 80 yrs of being able to enjoy that right, so do it. other wise you cant bitch about how things are run. you have a voice, use it. Hitler was voted in by only a few votes.

the death of Osama Bin Laden-

2011-05-02T13:23:00.000-07:00

ok so last night the " NEWS" said the American military had killed Osama Bin Laden, yet 20 hrs later there STILL have been no photos been shown. Normally americans are all hard core about their chest beatings and look at what we did kinda photos. yet people are SO willing to believe it without photo proof , or a body on "LIVE" tv.

people! come on , question what your being told. Osama already died years ago and he had kidney failure, and pulmonary disease- one does not live long after that! people are so gullible, where are the photos! dont let what the News or Oprah , the view or any other main stream media type think for you, YOU think for you only!

the only truth is what God says.

Easter

2011-04-21T17:10:00.000-07:00

as you know this weekend is Easter, oddly its really late to come this year. normally its in march or VERY early April. never the last weekend of the month. anyways. as always like Christmas, its an important time for me and other Christians.

Every Christmas and easter i post a photo of either Santa or the easter bunny hanging from the cross to make a point about keeping Christ focus on either event. and people of course lose there minds. but i do it to make a point. yes its extream but sometimes people need extream points of views to really get the point.

and of course the stores are trying to Hoore out chocolate bunnies or what ever, trying to say this is what Easter is about, The amount of commercialization in this nation is ridiculous. The media industry will commercialize anything just for that fat bonus check. How did the resurrection of Jesus become associated with rabbits and chocolate painted eggs? I just love how the media just spoon feed the public B.S and they just gobble it up willingly and spend money on useless treats. Easter is about Jesus and his defeat over death! It’s not about some fat fool or some ditsy girl going to get chocolate because of the season. It’s the same thing with Christmas too!

It’s just sad how there is a common ideology that puts together Easter and chocolate due to the fact that it is a norm, and trust me; I’m not saying this because of my abhorrence for chocolate! Comments anyone?

rant over.... for now! Reverend Red Menace as spoken!

my love for Naps

2011-04-10T18:02:00.000-07:00

i love a good nap. after a long day at work, or just being sick. i have always felt better after one, this past weekend i have had to be up and out of the house by 8am, for either paint ball ALL day saturday, or church this morning (sunday) i work yes, i use to have to be up by 6:15am and be out the door by 6:50 to start work at 7:45am. now they changed the hours so i dont need to be awake untill 8am.

i had one girlfriend in the past say naps are not good nor needed. unless your sick. HA. my mom was a dr, and always said if you feel like having a nap, GO have one. better to be rested and ready then sick and or fall a sleep at the wheel of car and crash. ya crazy i know but true. its been proven that driving tired is WORSE then driving drunk.

even after high school or when i was in college i would have naps. but the problem sometimes if feel if i have them after 5 or 6 pm it REALLY messes up my sleeping for that night, even if i go to bed at 11pm or midnight. i have pretty much fallen asleep just about anywhere and standing up.

St. Patrick's day

2011-03-16T14:25:00.000-07:00

Someone tell me how on a day about a saint, means are to get drunk. i never understood this EVER. sounds like a catholic thing, they seem to love the booze.

St. Patrick apperently drove the snakes out of Irland, so that means what? EVERYONE LETS GET DRUNK. me i dont drink that often, nor will i drink tomorrow night, nor will i ever drink on what ever day of the month st. patricks day is on every year.
why bc its a waste of my time, money. i think its just a bull crap excuse to get drink and be dumb asses.

I just find it amazing how the non christian world just amps everyone up for it, like its never coming back.

rant over...... for now

Why am i Christian

2011-01-30T11:27:00.001-08:00

Ok , so after Paster rick talked about today at 3rd space , why are we Christian, and after what my friend Paul said about how in todays world the word Christian is (in my view,) in some places could be as bad as saying your Muslim. meaning the moment you say it , people think your an extremist and are out to shove God in to peoples faces , and are closed minded.

it was interesting, when i said once when i worked at a construction site when one of the painters said they were working at my church to paint it, i said i go there, everyone in that room stopped and looked at me my boss said really? what do you think of those that don't go to church, i said its up to them if they go or not, i am not going to force my views on them. some of them said thats good your not like some religious types i know. my boss went on to say the only time i ever go to church is for funerals and weddings, i said thats your choice. i enjoy going , it helps me in my life. it might not for others. so later that week, one of the workers came up to me and said Chad i have been watching you, you don't swear you don't go on about what you did with your girlfriend the night before, you don't judge people. i said ok thank you? he said there is something different about you. i said i just try to be me, and how God would want me to be, an example of him , the guy walked away with a confused look on his face but kinda got what i was talking about.

so back to what todays thing at 3rd space. i said why am i Christian, i said i was searching and i found him again. i was 13 , catholic , didn't feel any connection at all to God. still went to church, forming questions like why do we have to pray to Mary, why cant priests get married, its no where in the bible that even says that. so by the time i was 21, i moved away for college, met some people and got my questions answered, and since then i have came to understand why i am a Christian, its not to force my views on people, but to show them how awesome he is, when my mom died 3yrs ago, my brother asked how i was handling it, i said threw my Faith, thats about it, praying to God helped me with the pain and anger of losing my mom suddenly to some heart issue. i forget the name, it doesn't matter.

Since then i feel my faith has grown more, gotten a job, moved out of the hole i had been living in for 7yrs been more willing to help those that don't know him. met some more people that have helped me understand God and help me grow in my faith,

so basically why am i Christian, bc i was searching for something and i found it. he was there when i need him the most and is there when my world is not falling apart. it just feels right, to me Christ is like the Dude from The Big Lebowski. cool and even tempered unless he has to flip over tables and cause a scene to make a point.

well its been 3 yrs and ALOT has changed

2011-01-17T18:13:00.001-08:00

oct 5th 2007, my mom died and my father in law died. didnt do much for a year. many girlfriends came and went . the pain and rage of Melony and her lies have long gone. many a girlfriend has come and went.

aug 2008 moved out of McDonnell street. in with a friend. been there since. its been interesting.

sept 18th 2008, started a job at Winners\Home Sense. still there. its been interesting.

april 25th 2010. my 30th .

Jan 17th 2011 found my old blog . interesting.

its been a while.

2007-10-18T09:00:00.001-07:00

i forgot i could post on here with out some people knowing what i write, its very good.

facebook.come has most of my songs.

i will use this as my rant thing for now on about life, my ex, and her lies. and most important God.

St. Patricks day and the problem i have with it

2007-03-18T13:35:00.000-07:00

Someone tell me how on a day about a saint, means are to get drunk. i never understood this EVER.

St. Patrick apperently drove the snakes out of Irland, so that means what? EVERYONE LETS GET DRUNK. me i dont drink that often, i did not drink last night . nor will i ever drink on what ever day of the month st. patricks day is on every year.

I just find it amazing how the non christian world just amps everyone up for it, like its never coming back.

rant over...... for now

how you know your in love

2007-02-17T13:58:00.000-08:00

As of late i have been thinking what is love, and how do you know your in love. ya i know its lame but just deal with it for a while.

1- when you think of them all the time,
2- when you call them up just to hear there voice
3- when you wonder what they are doing that same moment you are
4- you are happyer when you talk to them then when you aren't
5- they understand you, and they dont mind the little weird things that you do.
6- they have the same or similar scents of humor and you can laugh at anything
7- you know what they are thinking with out them saying anything.
8- You WANT to spend time with them

thats what i've been thinking about, perhaps i am in love , who knows lets just see where it goes before we get too crazy

Valentines day

2007-02-14T06:00:00.000-08:00

Well thank God this day comes on ly but once a year, when the big card companys whore there cards to make the weak minded suckers buy crap that will just be thrown out with in a week.

for me why show the person you love 1 day a year when you have the WHOLE year. i used to buy cards for people back when i was younger, then as i grew up, i realized how much of a sham it is.

i just rather how the one i love how i love them everyday NOT JUST ONCE A YEAR.

happy ANTI valentine's day.

MY NON new years resolutions

2007-01-11T10:46:00.000-08:00

Around this time of year people TRY and make new years resolutions and the next day week month , or even hour they break them.

Me i could care less about making them. so in a lame attempt at bucking the trends, i plan on making 1 yes ONE and that is to grow closer to God. not a easy thing to do, but i know with God EVERYTHING is possible. In 2006 ONLY threw God could i have goten over the rage and bitternes of my old roomate and living there, a few other things. i know with out God i would not be the same and would most likley be worse then i am now.

YAYA for God.

The Joys of freedom of speech.

2006-12-10T19:22:00.000-08:00

What i love about Canada , we can say pretty much ANYTHING WE WANT. we can talk about our faith in the open, we could talk about other people , we can even say raceism slurs if we so choose.

Thats whats so great about blogs, they are MY POINT OF VIEW. if you dont like them, dont read them. i had one person tell to remove one of my blogs, i told this person its my point of view, i might be wrong i might be right, but its from my point of view.

If we did not have the freedom of speech, it would be ALOT like 1984 and the thought police , where if you think outside what THEY want you to think, then they hunt you down and basicly force you to think THE WAY THEY WANT. its a VERY awsome book, and a VERY awsome movie.

Sure you will have people that will tell you, you can't say that or think that. thats not right, I say to them, go read the freedom of speech act, that and i have the RIGHT to say and think what ever i feel like to say.

6yrs ago i would say ALOT more then i do now, now God has mellowed me out a bit, which is a good thing. now i THINK more about what i want to say.

Also Political Correctness is a sickness. so people keep FAR AWAY FROM PC THUGS.

the Awsome power that God has

2006-12-07T04:22:00.000-08:00

For the past year or so, i have been struggling to get over my last roommate Joe , (if your in my group of friends you will know who i'm talking about ) and the rage and bitterness i felt living with him for only 5 months, for over a year i wished nothing but pain on him, i would say and do things to him, i said to a friend of mine that he knows as well, for chirstmas i think i will give Joe a bar of soap and tell him to use it.

But as i was listing to a Dr. Michael Brown tape called the Jesus Revolution, at the end of the tape there was a alter call at Tehillah, www.tehillahtoronto.ca, and he is saying if you have pain, or something on your heart that you want taken, just give it to God, he can handle it,

i heard in my head , a voice, like the rage you feel for Joe, there are times i hear Gods voice, i know its Gods voice and NOT my own when its clear, and not a odd sounding voice. i was sweeping a apt at my work, i was alone, i said God you can have this pain and bitterness, forgive me for those feelings toward Joe, help me help him get to know you, help me love him as you love me, you can have these feelings, they are doing nothing for me. and just like that the rage and bitterness was GONE.

It felt so great, the day dreams of wanting to beat him down are gone, (those were EVERYDAY ) now i dont feel the rage, now i really do want to help him, it will be hard , but doing something for God is harldy ever easy. more so when the person you are trying to help doest want to follow God in anyway shape or form.

But i know threw God it is possible. ALL things are

Tatoos and the power they have

2006-11-29T19:19:00.000-08:00

I have 2 tattoo's. one on my right calf that is of a old celtic cross and around it says HE DIED FOR OUR SINS, and the other is of the holy trinity.

i was watching a show called miami Ink , its a realailty show on A&E about this tatoo parler in Miami, and this one guy that came in to get the face of Jesus on his leg and around it saying he was born to raze hell. he said its funny , before i was christian i never had one, when i became a christian, i got ALOT.

i thought that was so cool. he said he uses his tattoos to talk to the youth of today as a opener. good idea. the girl that i get my tatoos done by is a lesbian, but she doest talk about it, she knows i'm a christian, and i think she knows i know she is a lesbian, but we dont talk about it. we talk about womans hockey and how much skill there is in it. there IS alot of skill in it. lol

But i also talk to her about God, and how hes changed my life for the better, she seems interested. i am paying her to listen to me while she is tattooing me i guess. haha

Its interesting what God uses to get people, it could be something as painfull as a tatoo, or as nonpain full as a hug. alot of people have asked me about my tattoos, i tell them i am christian and i love it, they say oh thats cool, what made you get that one, and i tell them.
far as i know i may never go on a missions trip, but i do feel, my tattoos do more good here then over seas.

if i get an idea for a tattoo i wait 6 months to a year , and after that time if i still like it , i get it, and it takes me that long to save for it, these things ARE NOT CHEAP. $50 is min cost, any cheaper something is wrong. they usaly skimp on things being clean. i only trust tammy to do my tattoos. one of my next tattoos i want to get is a poppy with around it NEVER FORGET.

SO yes, its amazing what God's ways are.

My walk with God

2006-11-24T14:12:00.000-08:00

i thought my walk with God had been been fine, untill i listen to a Dr.Brown tape called Jesus Revolution, i have a few of his books. one book i just started to read is called REVOLUTION! the call to Holy war.

In the tape he was talking about how we need to be MORE then just ho hum chrsitans, we need to throw off the shakles of this world, questionable music, movies (for me i LOVE movies, over 2oo, lol, questionable talk, if you can't listen, watch read, talk about it in church then why own it. i thought about that.

i do have quite a few movies i would not watch at chruch, b/c of the lanuage. as for my music, i listen mainly christian music, for tv, i just wath mythbusters and seinfeld, and ALOT of history channel. i said to a girl i know, she watches the tpb. i said how is that helping your walk with God, is it eddifying him) she said well so and so said we dont; ALWAYS have to be thinking about God, i laughed at her, i said ya and you just gave your soul away. i said what about your marilyn mason cd does that teach about God, well ah no, but .

i said yep you sure are walkign right. i also should worry about the plank in my eye before i worry about the dust in hers. but sometimes we need to be harsh with people so they can walk right. like teaching a baby to walk. it takes time.

As for me when i'm at work, i listen to kaso radio www.kaosradio.com a local christian radio station, very cool stuff. i said to my friend steve bremner who also has a blog. i said i want to take my walk with God alot more seriously, he said well its about time, its cute to be in dypers but not when your a teenager. he , and my friend carlo and Andy have helped me ALOT with my walk from when they 1st met me when i was 21. carlo has said i have changed alot, less swearing for one, and i have been reading my bible and asking questions for over 1 and half now.

i came back to the Lord when i was 21 , so really i'm 6yrs old now, WELL out of the dyper stage, i want to grow more in the lord, have him show me what is what and how to do things, i don't want to be pined down by earthly crap. i want the Good life, and the Good life is with God. and ONLY WITH GOD.

November 11, Rememberance Day

2006-11-10T17:00:00.000-08:00

This is one most touching Poems i have ever heard, it ran true back then and it STILL rings true today.

In Flanders Fields By: Lieutenant Colonel John McCrae, MD (1872-1918) Canadian Army

IN FLANDERS FIELDS the poppies blow Between the crosses row on row,

That mark our place; and in the sky The larks,

still bravely singing, fly Scarce heard amid the guns below.

We are the Dead. Short days ago

We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow,

Loved and were loved, and now we lie In Flanders fields.

Take up our quarrel with the foe:

To you from failing hands we throw The torch;

be yours to hold it high. If ye break faith with us who die

We shall not sleep, though poppies grow

In Flanders fields.

Remember what November 11 stands for, at 11am give thanks to God that MANY people went off and died to give us our freedom. thank a vet for what they did, if you have any grandparents left, ask them to tell you about it, their stories MUST be told. so that our generation will know what really happend and will learn from it. I don't look forward to many days in the year. but November 11th is tops on my list.

God bless war vets, with out them, this country would VERY different. and God bless Canada for our safety.

REMEMBER IT FOREVER

Chance to win a car

2006-10-28T19:46:00.000-07:00

For the past month and a half the local Christian radio station had a contest to win 2 cars, all you had to do was call in to win and you win a key and if your key starts the car well you win.

i got my key on the 3rd day my question was what is the nick name for the lead singer of U2 ( i forget his real name) i said Bono, which i knew anyway b.c i said i listen to on going history of new rock from a different radio station.

so anyway after 140 keys were won, only 110 i think Marc said who came and singed in today at the mall, i had my chance to turn my key, didn;t work on either cars. oh well, i tryed it was fun anyway.

As it turned out i was up in the food court talking to my dad and step dad who was filling in place for my mom who was busy working, and some guy won the red car, he gave it to a friend of his, and a college girl from a different city ( i think couldn;t really hear) won the yellow car. so all in all it was a fun day, kinda cool to hang out with my step dad and real dad, who oddly enough get along very well lol.

thats all new in my life for now. tommorrow i'll tells ya what God is doing in my life, i'm too sleepy to write another post.

End of my story

Nothing really knew

2006-09-27T12:39:00.000-07:00

Well its been a long while scents i last posted, i have a chance to win a car from a local christian radio station kaos radio, on Oct 28th , kinda cool if i do win, i know i would sell it to a friend for what ever its worth.

My friend steve Bremner is still in holland and will be back in Canada sometime around Oct 4 to the 10th , its good to see that hes doing well doing Gods work in holland, hes helping fix up a cafe there.

thats all for now people

Movie sets

2006-08-22T10:11:00.000-07:00

I was at a wedding a few weeks back, turns out it was the house they used in X-MEN, and Billy Madason. very cool, It was Called the MaCloklan house, he was the guy that started GM in Canada back in 1912 or something. kinda cool.

thats it for now.

something Better will be posted LATER .

Its soon going to be fall

2006-08-12T11:48:00.000-07:00

its interesting how we Canadians LOVE to talk about the weather up here. in the winter we complaine about how cold it is and say we can't wait for the summer. then when summer gets here we can't wait for winter. lol.

Me i like the fall, and early part of the winter, i wear shorts year round, well anytime that is -5c and up, -7c and below its pants, thats WITH windchill. most people think i'm crazy, but i just hate wearing pants lol. they make me sweat more then i want.

And i know it will be fall when my friend steve Bremner comes back to Canada from Holland .

thats all for now kids

Well its Augest 2

2006-08-02T07:05:00.000-07:00

Where did the summer go, wow its gone by fast. these past 4days beening at my moms house watching the house and dog have gone by so VERY fast.

thats all i got lol oh well

Does God have YOUR Attention

2006-07-29T14:44:00.000-07:00

I know God does many things for MANY different reasons, i know that i'm clearly not ready to have a g/f by the way God has shown me reacting to a girl i thought liked me and wanted to date me but turns out likes my best friend.

I don't put up with alot for long, and this has been going on longer then i'm willing to put up with. But i know this is a test from God and i don't know how well i'm doing.

She told me that i should have told her how i felt but i make my feelings WELL known to her how i felt, but she doesn't listen or it seems doesn't want to. who really knows other then God.

Back to my point Does God have YOUR attention, how does he get it when your not paying attention to him. I know for me this could be one of the ways God has gotten mine, i should have realized that i should wait on him for sending me a g/f that will turn in to a wife.

Yes i know sometimes we tend to stray off and live for us and not for God, and God has to kick us in the face to get us back on track, which is good. Hell i know i need it sometimes and this whole summer dealing with this girl i thought i liked is one of those times when i need to get back to him and not worry about silly ass crap like some girl who i don;t really talk to that often anyway either on the phone or on msn WHEN my computer IS working, or in person.

So God gets our attention either with a break up or a loss of a Job, or pretty much anything, but we all need to realize that God needs to be our focus.

i think i lost my train to thought somewhere on here..... oh well.

the guiry reunion and Tom Guiry's letter

2006-07-18T10:45:00.000-07:00

It was a fun time this past weekend, met some interesting family that i have not seen in either a few weeks or years, kinda cool to know that 80 people from different branches of the Guiry family came from just 2 people 140ish years ago. Kinda like Adam and EvE. very cool

I also go the letter to my actor cousin Tom Guiry BACK from the post office today, saying address unknown, so that sucks. i'll go to imdb.com and put on his board that it is the wrong address.

I miss having a computer, but in a few weeks i will have a better one very soon, i just need ben to help me put the internet back on lol.

The changing of a heart... ALOT

2006-07-12T08:53:00.000-07:00

its hard to know when you like some one when your not sure if they are the one or not, i know for me and a girl i like, every time we talk , my feelings to her change, from i want to date this girl to i want nothing to do with her.

Its hard to hang out with her b/c she has school (College) and a job, and she lives 2 bus changes over. i have NEVER felt this way about a girl before in my life, nore do i how to think about how to deal with this.

I said to a friend of mine i am thinking of evaluating our friend ship with this girl, after thinging about this, its a lame idea. I don;t have many female friends i would consider going out, most of the girls i know have there heads up there asses and dont know what to think past going to the mall and shopping. or gossiping about there friends to other friends.

But we shall see fokes how this will go. i'll keep you in touch .

I think i killed it

2006-07-11T10:34:00.000-07:00

I killed my computer, WELL not so much

for some reason last night the mouse was not working and i was mad anyway, b.c earlyer in the day for some reason if when the computer loads up and the mouse doesn't work i have to restart, well this is a pent 1 computer, and have had enough, i have payed my friend Ben enough money to BUY a NEW USE ( ya i know that doesn;t make scents but oh well) Pent 3 computer, $25 every time he comes over, he comes over once a month. if i don;t restart the computer right sooner or later as ben said to me it will go to a command prom to say error error or something like that. well its done it 2 times now, last time i had my friend mike fix it for free. this time i have had enough with this damn computer.

i have had this computer for about 1yr or so my mom gave it to me when she bought a new computer. keep in mind all i need is someone that knows how to fix computers, i know very little, but for $75 i could go to reboot north here in Peterborough to get a pent 2 computer that is MUCH faster and doesn;t suck. i'm on the new everyday. i have said to friends when i do get a better computer, Mr. Speal my small wooden bat, will meet my computer in a very rage filled way.

Anyone want to give me a computer for free or want to HELP me fix it.
i can go down to Perc and use there computers, which is how im writing this.

Have a day

Funeral Songs

2006-07-10T09:34:00.000-07:00

I was listing to the radio last week , and one of the Dj's was talking about his funeral song, i forget what it was. 3 beers 4 ryes something something .

it got me thinking what mine would be.

Well here are my top 7

1. Soul Fly, - I believe
2 Crash Test Dummies- the superman song
3- REM - I am superman,
4 REM Everybody hurts
5- Jesus Freak- D.C TALKS
6- any irish hyim
7- The Doors- People are strange

Yes i do love superman, i would want at least 3 of these songs played at my funeral.
But its interesting how people are afraid of death, well those with out hope or faith. me hey i welcome it, i know where i'm going and its up.

Its kinda cool to know what songs you would want to be played , not that i think about death all the time, i don't, but i have been to ALOT of funerals in my life, so far 12-13 in 26yrs.

Just a thought

The 2nd anual Guiry Family reunion

2006-07-04T19:13:00.000-07:00

In a few weeks i get to meet family i have only met once before 6yrs ago. i have a movie actor cousin Thomas Guiry who i have never met before but have invited him to it. i can't wait for that saturday, should be very cool.

Its kinda cool meeting family i have met only once before, and most likley never meet again untill maybe the next reunion.

i shall keep you posted on how it went .

Cheers

Stevie B is off to Holland

2006-06-20T09:42:00.000-07:00

A good friend of mine is off to do God's work in Holland and bring his word to those who don;t know him.

From July -sometime Late Oct he will be over there, everyone Pray for him, for safe keeping, finding a place to stay, not to get discuraged, just for anything.

Good luck stevie B.

The Day of Days

2006-06-04T06:47:00.000-07:00

62 yrs ago tommrow June 6th, the Allies landed on the beaches of Normandy, in order to stop the Nazi world domination. by May of the next year the main part of the war was over, so many young men and woman died for our freedom.

My Grandfather Charles Baxter was in world war 2, came back alive, died in 1985, my dad has his metals that he was awarded. i know very little about what he did in the war, i so want to learn more about him and what he did, but no one remembers or wants to tell me. But i do have the metals to look at and go on line to find out what they mean. i did see a metal that said something about being in Germany.

i love to learn about the 2 world wars, and Korea, and Vietnam, and ( the boars war 1897-1903). These things need to be remembered.

They died for us, the least thing we could do is ask them what they did, and how they felt. i thank God for what they did was so amazing.

So on Monday take a moment and remember what they did for us. and remember War is never the answer. God is.

The sad state of music

2006-05-24T15:09:00.000-07:00

I was watching Much music a while ago and had a old Nelly Furtado video, i'm like a bird, and then they had her new video, Promiscuous girl, and man its horrable, shes singing about how she likes to sleep around and such. i rememeber when she was a tree hugging hippy 3-5yrs ago.

I guess now a days if your a a female singer and want to put a cd out, more so i guess in the R & B and rap cds you have to whore it up, and pretty much sell your soul to the devil. When will woman stand up and be smart about this and SPEAK OUT and say they will not put up with this crap. this is the VERY reason why i dont watch much music anymore, i had enough of it, so i stoped watching it.

I have a friend that is making a cd, a christian cd, and she goes about selling her cd in a classy way, and not whore her self out to have this cd put out to the public.

Its very sad state the music industy is in now and has been in the last 10yrs that i have listening to music, i'm sure its been going on for longer then that.

Think about what you see and talk about it.

The signs of the times

2006-05-17T07:07:00.000-07:00

I was reading online a few days ago about the 2006 Canadian Census that is going on in Canada (were i'm from) and i found that the gays and a lesbians are upset b/c in the census it says in marryed box, single , widdowed , devorced, or other. well right now this whole gay marrage this should be put as other.

I laughed so hard when i saw that, i thought when did we start to comfort the gays and lesbains when did we start thinking that a man marrying another man or woman marrying a woman was right, when did we stop listing to God and listing to a small % of the population.

And when did we worry SOO much about what they would say if in a movie someone says gay or fag or dike. we need to get back to a time when we listened to the only person we SHOULD listen to and thats God.

if you don;t like it , then don;t read it.

Its almost Mothers day, what did you get her

2006-05-12T16:55:00.000-07:00

For me the best thing i can give my Smother, is a phone call, and tell her i love her, i normaly get her a card anyway, but i have friends that don't have mothers anymore b/c they died some how so i don't know how they feel on mothers day.

But as much as my mom bitches and carrys on about the smallest things, i still love her, i think the saddest day in my life will not be the day she died or even when i help bury her, is when i don't hear her voice yelling me for something i did wrong, or even worse when i forget her voice.

My step dad lost his mom in either 1997 or 98 i remember that day b/c Joc Vilanvnew ( not sure on his name) won the points in F1 but anyway, i only met her a few times before that, she was a very cool lady.

I forget my Grandma Mary's voice, mind you the last time i did hear her voice was when i was 9, when she was talking coharently, when she finaly died when i was 15 from Alzhimers i saw her a few months before in home for the insane and i wish now that i didn't, i hate that memory, every time i go buy that building in Cobourg i have to look away.

i'm crying as i write this, feels good, but People call your mom on mothers day, doesn't matter where you are, if you had a fight with her earlyer in the week, doesn't matter you only have 1 mom and shes loves you (most mothers anyway)

Most mothers would be happy to hear from you. Do it, heck call her now even.

Every Young Man's Battle , a very good book

2006-05-11T17:29:00.000-07:00

I have found a good very good book that my paster in my men's bible study group gave us, called

Every young man's balltle: Practical Help for the fight of sexual Purity. By Stephen Arterburn, Fred Stoeker with Mike Yorkey. There is also the same kind of book for woman as well.

Its a very good book, i gave one to my 16yr old cousin for christmas, i said to him, i don't know if your going threw this yet, but you soon will be.

As i read the book, its very blunt and to the point, most of the christian books i have read in the past, like to dance around and hide in the bushes, but this is a good book. This book breaks down the myths and lies about sex, and how God wants us to be happy. and be pure in our sexuality.

I myself as a 26yr old man, have a daily fight on my hands NOT to look at porn or at woman with lust in my eyes, and sometimes i fail at both, its hard, very hard, any man that says he does not struggle with sex, they be lieing.

it was interesting talking about the book in the mens group, and the views the guys in the group had on realition ships and such.

But its so great that a book like this is out, helping christians with there walk with God and sexual purity. there needs to be more books like this out, and pulls no punches and doesn't run and hide like most christian books do. well the ones i have read in the past .

READ THEM, THEY ARE GOOD

Doing God's work, who want to do it ?

2006-05-10T07:17:00.000-07:00

Me and Steve Bremner went to a missions dinner last night at Alburn Bible chaple last night, it was very good, both the food and the talk after wards, saw a few people i knew, and met some new people.

I found it interesting that so few christians bother go to the most needed places in the world, and even fewer christian give money and the few that do, FEWER even bother to give to christian missions, how sad is that.

I think its awsome that people are spreading God's word around the world, i don't know what my family would say (most if not all don't believe or even follow God, and those that do, well their fruit shows what they do.) if i was called by God to go on a missions. it would be interesting.

But the speaker last night, i forget his name, but he's a dutch and very funny, had 8 things that were important.

1> I believe the great commision applies to me
2> I know my spirtial gifts are ...
3> Have some one who shares your dream
4> My closeest friends are happy about my dream
5> i am debt free
6> My Defult is on cross cultural ministry
7>I have group of old christian friends that pray for me, that i also go to for adivice
8> I read my bible everday and pray.

I thought last night was very cool, at 1st i didn't want to go, but thought about it and changed my mind, the girl at me and steves table was goign to the north part of Cambodia, teaching children the bible, christine i think her name is, she also talked about how hard it was trying to get those 10 girls in to 2 groups, she didn't speak their lanugage, and they didn't speak english, so i bet it was fun for everyone, but i was thinking, how many different translations of the bible there needs to be.

There needs to be more people that go to those unreached places in the world, go to a place that there isnt already 200 other missions there, be the only one.

Who Loves you more then anyone ever will? ANYONE KNOW

2006-05-08T12:39:00.000-07:00

I was thinking about how Amazing the Love Jesus has for us,

i was reading this track called A LOVE STORY, kinda cool

Who knows everything you ever said or thought in your heart- for there is not a word in my tongue, but lo, O Lord, thou knowest it altogether" Psalm 139:4.

Who Knows how lonely and really scared you are? Who REALLY understands you? "Neither is there any creature that is exposed in this sight: but all things are naked and opened unto the eyes of Jesus with Whome we have to do" Hebrews 4:13. I'd say Jesus

Who knows ALL about your Sins? "And Jesus knowing their thoughts said , wherefore think ye evil in your heart?" Mathew 9:4

Who Wants you to be next to him in Heaven "For the lord himself shall descend from heaven with a shout, with the voice of the archangel, and with the trump of God: and the dead in Christ shall rise first: then we ( the believers in Christ) which are alive and remain shall be caught up toghether with them in the clouds, to meet the Lord in the Air and so we ever be with the Lord ." 1Thessalonians 4:16,17

Who wants to keep you from going to Hell?
"The lord Jesus is .... not willing that any should perish , but that all should come to repentance*." 2 Peter 3-9 (* meaning : to be truly sorry about your sins and quit sinning)

Who wants to come in to your heart if you ask him to?
"That if you should confess with your mouth, the Lord Jesus and shalt believe in your heart that God has raised him from the dead, you will be saved. ( have your sins forgiven so that you can go to heaven)" Romans 10:9

I think its so amazing that some one i never seen before in my life ( meaning i can't see them with my human eyes) would die for me and take all my sins from me on to him. its crazy but so very true, i thank him everyday that he did that for me.

Its a stuggle everyday not to give up and say forget it its too hard for me to follow him, but i know in my heart that he will come back one day and bring me home, i can't wait for that day, but it will also be a sad day for my friends and family that don't or CAN'T BE BOTHERD or get suckered in to some new age crap to follow Jesus that i know i will never see them again. i do pray for them every day.

But His love for us is so amazing, i know i should love everyone , be they my friend or foe, somedays i fail in doing so other days i do better.

JESUS LOVES YOU, even if you don't

from the ground up tv show

2006-04-29T17:40:00.000-07:00

This is a new show on Global TV, with Debbie Travis, (sundays at 7pm, repeats saturdays 8pm) about 12 young adults trying to help build a really big house in 5 weeks, its pretty good so far. There is a gay guy on it named Sheldon, hes on welfair for a long time, (the show says this) and clearly has not worked for a long time, and thinks b/c he's gay he can bitch and whine about doing things and can be HUGE drama queen. No one else bitches and whines about doing things? other people have worse problems then Sheldon being a dink.

The show takes time to talk to the people on there own time,

I'm talking about this show b/c i think its a great thing to do to help young adults, i my self got 2 phone calls in a span of 4 hrs, last June or July i forget now. They asked me if i drove, and what i thought about Toronto, i said no i don;t drive, and i think Toronto is slowly turning in to Detroit, thats a bad thing.

They asked if i knew who Debbie was i said yes, i saw her on a tv show on the comdey network a few weeks before i got the 2 calls, i said i love her accent , they laughed at that, after watching the show , i realized how it it seems kinda cool, but i don;t think i could handle LIVEING with the people i would be working with, 7am to 10pm but at the end of the 5 weeks, we get to vote for the person who wins and gets quater of a million dollars.

WATCH THE SHOW ITS GOOD, REAL GOOD.

The lies made by the media and how people buy in to it

2006-04-27T15:46:00.000-07:00

Its interesting to see how many people buy into the idea that what they see in magazines are real, WELL GUESS WHAT KIDS, THEY ARE NOT, they air brush , delete or add, darken or lighten things, make already thin woman THINNER. if you look a photo of someone then look at that same person in a magazine they will look so very much different.

I look at these girls now adays and how they think if they dress or look like those woman in the magaziens, then they will be just like them, there is so much pressure for the youth of today to grow up and be sexual. Britney spears, Jessica simpson, or who ever is popular now a days, all that crap that is rap, was not as big or even around when i was a youth and in high school 1994-200. the rap problem was not asbig so there was not as many wigers back then (wigers will be another post in the future, trust me it will be). If only parents BOTHERED TO DO THERE JOB and talk to kids and talk to them about how not everything they see on tv or movies or in magazines is real.

My friends dad showed him a porno magazine where the women in it did not have any nipples, he said this shows you that they do alter the woman in any kind of magazine. i thought it was kinda odd when i he showed it to me. but interesting at the same time that that magazine would let it out in the public, i think it was a playboy or something this was 10yrs or so ago.

I was at the movies a long while ago with some friends of mine, as i was looking at the posters i saw how they made the woman in the posters have bigger chests then normal, i was looking at hillary duffs poster, for some movie , angent cody banks or something, they made her in to a D cup when at the time she was 14 or 15 when in real life most 14 or 15yr olds are NO WHERE NEAR a D cup, shes more of a A or B at the most.

But anyway as i pointed this out to the 2 girls that were in the group, they said why would you bring that up, thats rude, i said think about it, they are trying to make her something shes not. those 2 girls would rather dress up and not say anything too smart, for they think if they don;t say anything too smart boys will like them more, and again falling for the age old trap that the media puts on girls, that if you want a boy to like you then play dumb.

what i say to this is QUESTION EVERYTHING, if you question things people will think, and when people think the media gets worryed. THINK FOR YOUR SELF. MAKE YOUR OWN OPINION, DON;T BE A TROLL.

Its my birthday today, YAYAYA

2006-04-25T07:07:00.000-07:00

Well the day FINALY came, i'm 26 today,

what will be in store for our hero (that being me)

will i find a girlfriend (one i can stand, that doesnt have a kid, or is nosy, or calls me at 1am just to bitch at me).

Will i FINALY move out of my 1 room apt LONGER then 5 months and find a roomate that i both like and can stand and is clean ( clean meaning showers EVERYDAY and brushes his teeth everyday and IS a christian, and he say he is but his actions says other wise)

Will i finaly go get my G2, lol (i;ve had my G1 for 5yrs)

Will I lose this weight ( i gained 40 pounds or so last in 2004-2005)

Will i get a good job that pays well?

Will i draw ever closer to God ( i really want this to happen)

Will i open my paint ball store ( i need 40,000 for this to happen for alot of things)

Will Stevie B go and stay in holland for a real long time.

Will i finish my Cop story this year (its a good story, really it is)

Will i have fun at my family reunion this summer ( JULY 17)

WILL THIS BE THE YEAR I PAY OFF MY STUDENT LOAN ( $ 624.34)

as you see i ask my self ALOT of qustions

My 26th BirthDay

2006-04-22T06:30:00.000-07:00

As i near my 26th birthday this Tuesday April 25th ,in the year of our Lord 2006, i think of all the other birthdays in the past that i see people get drunk off there asses on there birthdays.

I my self do drink, but not to the point were i get drunk, i might have 2-3 glasses of Rye in a night, then i stop, the last time i drank beer or rye was easter. i might drink once every 4 months, mainly b/c i can't afford it, the cost for beer or rye costs ALOT,

Nor do i go to bars or pubs alot, the only pub i really like going to is the Oasis Bar and Grill in Cobourg. Its a family place, good food, the owners Don & Carol are nice people for the most part. A friend of mine Dirk is the bar Keep, when he's not working at Zerkatek ( a nucular power plant) in port hope, when you don't have very much money most of the time anyway. but i digress.

Anyways, I could never understand why people feel the need to get drunk, more so on there birthdays, i have been drunk before yes 3 or 4 times before i came to know Jesus, its not fun, the smell, the puking, the general lack of sleep, its not fun. when i'm at my parents house and they are having a shin dig, they expect me to bring my own drink, i would bring 2l of pop or water, and sit and watch people get silly.

As i'm growing older and more in Jesus, i realize that drinking At all is pointless, one drink could lead to 3 to 10 to 25, its just not worth it. As my good friend steveie B likes to say

i like being drunk off my ass in the Holy Spirit though. There's never any regrets there.

American Idol

2006-04-20T09:10:00.000-07:00

It interesting the CRAP people watch now aways, I was at my moms house, she and Dennis my step dad were watching American Idol, i said kidding when i said have you ever voted for anyone, they said no, you have to be in America. i said its interesting that More people vote for those people then they do for there next President.

Its kinda sad, that people would rather watch something that is CLEARLY sham, and the name Idol gee i bet someone busted there brains over that, and clearly Mocks God, as he said there will be no gods other then Me. the amount of people who watch this sure makes it seem they are worshiping this horrible show.

I use to get a lot of e-mails about the canceling of Touched by an Angel that show was a good show, had a meaning and purpose, and taught about God, and how Great he is, all American Idol does is put people down, and hurts people. Touched by an Angel was a good show, its not cheezy like 7 th heaven, i saw that show like 2 times, and its the WORST ACTING I HAVE EVER SEEN.

But my point is, it sad what people think makes great tv, American Idol, or Canadian Idol are both crap, i think its even more sad that Canada has to copy pretty much EVERYTHING america has on tv, ET Canada to name one. I miss the shows of the 50s, 60, and 70s, and even the 80s. ( i used to have dasia View at my old appt, they had morals and where great shows.

Just a thought.

The Great SanFrancisco EarthQuake

2006-04-19T05:54:00.000-07:00

Its been 100yrs yesterday, but they fought the fires untill friday, i was watching a show about it last night on Discovery it was interesting how it all went down, mind you most of the fire would not have happend if the mayor at the time had not turned down the fire cheifs ideas for better water storage and such. 8.3 on the rickter scale is alot. April 18 1906 would change SanFrancsico for ever, but every moment there is the threat of another great Quake. the Quake did damage some of Sico but it was the FIRE that did the most damage.

It happend again in 1989 (could have been 88, i get confused) but it was not as bad, but even still when your city is on a fault line, its never good. that one was only 6.0 or something but even still. I have never been in a Quake, and i don;t want to be in one, so i have no idea what it feels like. But i hope they did learn about the past so in the future it will not as be bad.

I hope

great web sites

2006-04-18T11:07:00.000-07:00

one of the best movie web sites i have EVER found, it has everything, from hard to find movies to brand new ones. i use it ALL the time when i need to find info on a movie. i have been using it for 3 to 5yrs now. www.imdb.com

NO i'm not getting payed for this ( i wish), but its a great website.

Another great site is my friend Steve Bremners Blog http://fierycanadian.blogspot.com/, great stuff there as well, if you need info about anything chistian his has it. i'm still learning on how to get links and such on mine. but go there.

There is no God? how can anyone say that

2006-04-16T12:57:00.000-07:00

I find it funny in a sad way when i work with people that say there is no God, i say how can there NOT be a God, look around, if there was no God, there would be war ALL the time, there would be no one carring about the poor children in other countries. or all those Miracles around the world, or people getting healings, like my friends mom getting healed of a sickness that she has had for a long while.

they just laugh and say ya ok God boy, i said, well we will find out the truth in the end. but i know in my heart of hearts that there is a God, and he will bring back the peace, when he comes back.

And today is the Day when Jesus his Son rose from the dead showed him self to the 11 apostles. and tell them to share his word.

Very Cool.

Easter and MY point of view

2006-04-14T15:45:00.000-07:00

Well today is Good Friday, the day Jesus was beaten and mocked and died for our sins, weather you believe in him or not, he did. it would have been very interesting to be alive back then and to see everything that went down, to be honest i don;t think i could have watched him being beat and then nailed to that cross, but i would have been one of his followers as i am now one.

Every easter for as long as i can remember , my memory by the way is not the best, but thats a nother story for another long winded rant of a day) it has rained on easter day, like how back then the day went back for 3 hrs, the moment Jesus Died, its very interesting, as i was sitting in chruch today, it struck me how he did die for me for EVERYONE, and how amazing it is that he did that, he could have easily goten off that cross, and give everyone a old school beat down, but he stayed there to prove a point, and give everlasting forgiveness for us. i thank him everyday for that.

So when your fighting with your family members ( hey it does happen when people you really don't get along with are in close area of you) just think of what he did for Us, and the pain he had to go threw.

Just a thought

94th anniversery of the sinking of the Titanic

2006-04-12T13:56:00.000-07:00

94 yrs ago this morning was the tragic day of the sinking of the Titanic, a huge ship with many fancy things, it sank by hitting a ice burg, 1500 people died, all b/c some guy wanted to make headlines to getting from Irland to New York faster. the great ship is now rusting away over 3kms down 15-30 kms east of nova scoita.

Its iteresting they said EVEN God could not sink it, its UNSINKABLE, well the good Lord sure proved them wrong.

just a thought

The American Propoganda Machine

2006-04-12T13:40:00.000-07:00

Its interesting to see the new movie trailer for flight 93 , the plane that went down in a feild back in sept 11, they now have a movie about it out, and very soon there will be a world trade center movie as well. i find the propoganda from the american's is ALOT like the nazi's had back in there day, both very good and both very well thought out. I guess its just i live out side of America and can see it from a different set of eyes. I do watch CNN sometimes, and its interesting to see how much storys are about fear or a crime or something really really bad, usaly every 3rd story. They wonder why things happend to them , yet they never ask WHY they happend? something about being the bully of the world , fighting people for oil, or if they don;t live like they do, then they are wrong.

just a thought.

Waste of money and time, and lack of God

2006-04-10T13:33:00.000-07:00

Its interesting how teen girls think if they dress a certen way that Boys will like them, i just happend to come aross Oprah i don't watch her, i think shes an idot and soul sucking beast, but thats another rant for another day. from the 5 mins of watching this ep today, these 4 girls would spend $1000s of dollars just to look and feel like the celbs they are fans of, and think nothing of it, one girl even said she would get a boob job JUST TO FEEL BETTER. They would think nothing of spending $1000 for shoes IF they had Paris hiltion name on it. come on kinda sad. they would even starve them selfs for a week at a time, JUST TO look good at the friday night bar hop, WOW,

This shows me how far they got suckered in to believing EVERYTHING the adveriting machine has told hem, get a boob job boys will like you, sell your soul, boys will like you, don't say anything smart, just be cute WRONG. i like the song Stuipd Girl from P!ink, and how the music industry sees young woman as these brainless, bodys of endless cash. this is kinda sad, i wish parents or even school teachers would talk to there kids and say this is just a myth, dont fall for it, think about things. i rember in business english class in high school, we would watch these ad campains about marketing to teens and how much teens get sucked in to it, and would literly do ANYHTHING for the newest thing.

My friend lisa P shes 16, shes a girl of today, but she has a family that is strong in God, and have them to fall back on when she needs help, i saw her a few months back at a christian event, and said wow you are looking great, its good to see you have not been suckered in to the 16yr old girl of thinking, have to dress in short shirts and small shirts, she said ya i know its hard, when all you see is that, but i know if i didd, my family would kick my butt. This is a smart girl, and has a mind of her own, now if she can do it, why can';t other young girls do this,

oh wait whats that you say ? most young girls don;t have a proper family to fall back on, whos fault is that, music, ah NO, PARENTS PEOPLE, ITS THE PARENTS FAULT for not sitting these kids down and talking to them. if they did there would be less problems. and less of an urge to dress and ACT like paris hiltion.

And we also need God in this as well, I'm sure God doesn't like it when these young girls dress like the way they do. i know some fashanble young woman , but they don't flaunt there bodys around, they have mind of there own, and very christian. and dont want EVERYONE to see what they have. Classy, very Classy

End o Rant

Brokeback Mountain and the Gay Agenda

2006-04-09T16:43:00.001-07:00

Its interesting to me how in the past 6 yrs or so how The gays have been pushing there agenda on the world in to "normalizing" there way of life. and how anyone that thinks differently is wrong.

It was also interesting how when you say your christian and talk about how wrong homosexualty is , people talk to you like your a cave man, and should be shot. I have 2 gay friends, that i've known sents high school, i pray for them everyday that God will help them change there life, mind you it has been 3yrs sents i last saw them b/c they now live in Toronto, they have not made me gay, nor have i seen them make out with there Girl friends ( they are girls by the way). the woman that does my tattoos is also gay, but she doesn't talk about it, but i am cool with the fact she is as such, she knows i'm christian, we talk about womans hockey and how much better they are then the men right now, and other things.

Well i was looking up some Different info about this, and found some interesting things from www.answersingenesis.org/creation/v13/i1/notthatway.asp-
there are ALOT of interesting things there, its just too many to list here.

But its interesting how Walmart at first said we will not have Brokeback Mountain on our shelfs, now i have NOT SEEN THIS MOVIE, NOR will i EVER, i dont need to see some 2 gay cow boys fall in love with each other and have a whole lot of sex, now they are selling it, kinda sad how how they back step on what they said, but i guess when they are waving the "almighty dollar" in your face, they would do anything,

Leviticus 20:13- "If a man lies with a man as one lies with a woman, Both of them have done what is detestable.They mustt be put to death; their Blood will be on their own heads."

Now is that saying we should go on the hunt and kill gays like the Nazi's killed the Jews back in the 1930s-1945
I would say not, but God does BEST. we should pray for them to help them change there ways.

I know i don;t put up with it when i see 2 men holding hands in public, or what have you, when i'm at a pub in peterborough, thats MAYBE once every 10 months or so, when i'm in Cobourg i go to my friends pub, its a good clean FAMILY place, like a pub and grill, when ever i see to gay men or woman making out in the corner i pay and leave. i don;t need to see that, nor do i need to see stright men and woman making out in the corner.

So basicly i am against the whole gay life style and the shoving of Brokeback Mountain down our necks, and i think chruchs NEED to talk about how wrong being gay is, more often then they really do, how to pray for those who are gay and to help them, Love the sinner HATE the sin, i know i need to get that right more often.

RANT OVER

When it goes bad, do we turn to God

2006-04-05T14:18:00.000-07:00

Its interesting talking to people in my group of friends, and how they are with their own walk with God, some are going along well, while others, just act the part, i know this one girl she lost someone close ot her in her family , now shes saying shes been a christian on and off for a few years now, but we all know better. Anyway when she lost a close family member it was interesting how instead of going to God with her pain and problems she went the OTHER WAY and drank and smoked like there was no tomorrow. i even went to vist her and wanted to help her , its hard to help some when they don't want to help themselfs. I asked her if she wanted to pray she said what did God ever do for me, he too my family away and now it hurts ALL the time. i said God does not close doors with out opening a window, now i don;t really talk to her much, unless she is on my case about some silly tattoo. I pray everyday that God does help her with her pain, even though she doesn't ask for any help, i was never close with this girl, in any form.

But How hard is it really to turn to God when it goes bad? i don;t know about you, but i turn to God even when its going GOOD, i thank him everyday for the things he does for me, even when its a heavy downpour of Rain, i thank God for it. I think its interesting how few people do turn to God when it goes good, if we all turned to God even for a little thing like crossing the street safely, A thank full heart God will love.

the rant is over.

my 1st post

2006-04-01T15:09:00.000-08:00

AH hi i'm chad, and this (points everywhere) is my blog, waves at everyone, nice to meet you,
i'm Canadian, i'm white, christian, red hair, love God, must be really board to do this. ah if you want to know more just ask.